Hi. This is the new Nabillah.
I've been too far long away from here.
Im here to update every single thing. (uhm, i don't think so)

Im really sorry if i havent been keeping up with things. Maybe im just too low profile. Heh heh.
For now, im having major problems but i shall not say it out here. Been really hanging out with my work friends (yes, i do work naooo). And i lurpppp them many many.

The Usuals, i really do miss you guys real much. But we just don't have the time for each other, not even for us to even meet. I miss you guys so damn much. Everyone's real busy with their lives now. Half of us are like working and all~ Haiyaaaaa, seriously, id put you guys first on my list, but would you guys? :(

Im really tired, lethargic, lazy, sleepy. And if you need me, you can find me by beeping my number. I can't be bothered to go search for people. Im sorry if i sound heartless, but my brain's gonna die sooooonzzzz if i think tooo much. Im serious.

But even when im down, even when im sad, even when im sleepy, tired, and annoying, theres only one boy that can handle all of these pathetic moods of mine. Wonderboy, im really greatful that you could spend your 3 whole days with me. I got to meet your family, spend time with them, and with you. I love it when you hold my hands real tight and lift them up to kiss them. I love your hugs. I love your smile (oh, and your dimples are a bonus!). I love your cuddles. I love your kisses on my cheeks. And most importantly, i love you. I really do.
D.A.I.S.Y TAU. The day i cried, you hugged me and cheered me up with all your might, which uhm, includes your super lame jokes that made me giggle while my tears were running down my cheeks. But im really really worried about you everytime i leave you for the weekdays. Im worried if i that Sunday will be the last time im meeting you :'( See, just thinking about it makes me feel like crying. Aiyooooo why so emo one? Tsk. Shall wait for 7 more months okay sweetheart? Mwah mwah mwah ♥

Okay i think that's all for naoooooo. I think i gotta go change my skin or something, i can like rot the minute i click my url. Cant. Live. Like. Zhizzzzzzz!

Oh, ps;
My phone, lappy, camera and everything else you could think of, was taken away from me.
Yes, just when you think im happy, im actually a sad girl. OKAY BAI LOURBE EUUUU~

FUCK YEAH N'LEVELS IS OVER.
Still dissapointed in myself though. I didnt study THAT well.

Holidays are coming. And i need a job.

But i wanna go......to sentosa, fly a kite, take lotsa pictures, meet all the people i miss :(

Anyway, my 'new life' is getter better, i guess? There's still bits and pieces that reminds me of the past and all i could do is to remember how good things use to be last time. But all i know is that... people change and things change to. And i dont think people do tend to remember me, or do they? Oh well, shall wait till November.

Eh, why so emo one uh?

Tsk.

I would want to take this opportunity to express out my feelings.
Hi. My name is Nabillah Huda. I have a really boring life, cause i myself is boring.
So, you'll prolly read my post like once in a blue moon cause i have sucky internet connection at home. Im sorry if i ditched my blog and my tumblr. Life has been fucked up these few days and its all over the place. Im trying to put them all back together and things change drastically. Im tryna keep up with things that has fallen into tiny pieces. But im just to lazy to think about people's feelings. Im too lazy. Im sick and tired of it. I can't be bothered anymore. So what if im not gonna continue sec 5? I dont fucking want to. Ugh. Mum, please understand me. So today shall be the starting day to put my life back on track. Got to update blog and tumblr. Got to do the things i wanted to but i never had the chance to. And uhm....... hang out more. Heeeee.

And by that, i need to pick Matin up from school today.
And i wanna go swimming and to the gym and... eat lotsa foooood.

Uhm yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum.

Heyyyy yaaaa heyyyyy yaaaaaaa.
Shall make a quick update, since ive got speedy internet connection.
I know ive not been updating much on this blog and my tumblr.
Ive been real busy with skewl and all. Espacially my O'level art canvas.

And i just got my O'level prelim question paper today.
Zhiz iz reelay keelinz me.

My prep work all not done, mounting boards still empty. Yes, all eight, empty.
And i still got my prelims on top of that, and all the fugged up revisions.
Got back most of my N'level prelim paper back, seriously, fucked up, real bad.

Oh god. What is happening to me? Everything is completely changing so drastically.
Okay, maybe not everything. Gotta endure nubzo, endure. Real bad.

On a brighter note, ive been fasting, and ive never missed a single day, till now, that is.
So darn proud okay, hello? During primary school, i use to sneak in 7-eleven to buy a hamburger with my close friend and we totally said that we're sibilings, and 'mak suroh beli burger untok nanti buka'. check check makan pat tangga. rofl. and those were the days man, i really miss all the boon lay primary kidzos. darn kewl and matured, for primary school kidz.

I seriously need more money.
I seriously need to go shopping after my exams.
Heh, but nevermind, shall enjoy real bad after the exams yeahh.

Currently at Nad's housey.
Cant wait to go to skewl with Mir tmrw. Heh.
Shall update after my prelimz yo, when im free yo uh huh uh huh.
Okay bye.

Went out Anis (birthday girl) yesterday to Bugis/BB to get our art materials. And yay, finally, i got my Artist wooden palette and my Daler Rowney 3/0 E85 round brush. Too excited till everything is in detail. Oh well. Anyway, we got lost cause we thought Fancy Paper was near Art Friend and in the BBcomplex. But NO. And so, smartypants Nabillah came to the rescue and finally got our way there. And the shop was friggin......closed. Damnit.

After much sadness and depression and constipation, (HAAHAHAAHHA), we settled down near a staircase and drank slurpee, our all time after-chingay-must-drink drink. Heh. Kenangan terindah. Rightttt.

And so after that, her parents picked us up and went to a nearby multi-storey carpark near our house and what else? Photoshoooot baybeh. Yes, under the hot sun. And I, Nabillah Huda, shall post up the pictures, soon.(terms and conditions apply)
If you might not notice, this is to lure you people to come read my shit more often.
Im serious, im gonna update those pictures soon. If i can. Hu hu hu.

On a brighter note,
Skewl was effing kewl and fun. I luv you guys baybeh.
And i shant feel down, cause i know, with them, the weekdays will end fast and im so looking forward for the weekends, then again. Class outing next Sunday. OooOOOOoohlah.
And i can proudly say that after today, i shall lead a more active and a more healthier lifestyle.
I wanna get toned arms and legs like what Mr. Yeo told me and Fiona just now. Omg.

Seriously, if you havent noticed, my low-self esteem is conquering myself again.
And oh, above all that i-wanna-do-something-productive attitude,
I shall learn how to speak in German. No, seriously. So, here it is,
Und ich bin so verloren, das Leben zu leben, schnell.