im sry.im just not myself now.
Posted on: Tuesday, August 5, 10:29 PM
so many things happen.
and i just dnt knw how to carry it.
just like mum said.
jyeah.
i think about others more then myself.
i do.
cause from the bloody starting,
it was messed up.
and i did wht i had to or perhaps wht i wanted to.
this thingy bout hardi and imah~
and the secTWOS and sec THREES.
and me and abby,
i just dont knw.
and so 28july was the day we started off
and the 05august was the day we blew it off.
1week , 1 day.
the previous one with azli was 1month , 1week.
both were exact.
wow,
andand myb the next one would be 1hour and 1minute.
HOHHOHO!how hillarious eh.
as i say,
i wnted to go happy with imah(:
and there were other alternatives.
i wanted to start a chat with abby.
and i apparently wnted to talk to him,
i cnt.
cause i suck.
more that soggy oreos in a cup of milk.
jyeah.
im gonna say tht YOU suck more than me.
tht was just how random i can get when im in this situation.
im so lazy and sick to joke around.
i can just snap at ppl.
juat like how i did to liyana tht day.
sry ppl.
bah!shit!
hey , they say in a long distace releationship,
you either break it or make it.
sheesh.im so letargic to blog about this.
i still love you abbyfahmi<3
i just cant accuse you tht it was your fault.
and i SHOULD say tht its partly MY fault.
cause the way i treated you was sucky!.
i didnt show you how much i love you .
it faded off after a few days.
but then,
i was also oh so confuse aboout you to baby!.
abby,
you always said tht you were busy.
and i digged out time for US to have quallity time with each other.
just us
and youre phone was frequentlly confiscated and i couldnt contact you.
i had alot of stories to tell you and hoping we could get into late night calls.
again , only both of us.
i wanted all of these.
but we were too busy heading our own pathways.
its like they nver merge and collide or met before.
i only wished the best for us.
like having a boyfriend to study with.
hugging him under those high-blasted airconditioners.
i thought it could happen,
but nahhh.
we actually could get another chance.whts with you?
idk.
the msg you sent me asking for it was so simple.
yet, no sorry.
i understand muhammad fahmi<3
i really do.
and i still love you my ex~
