I know i sound stupid enough.
Posted on: Tuesday, December 30, 3:30 PM
Everyone's a let down,
Its just depends on how far down they can go,
In every circle of friends there is a whore,
The one who flirts
And does a little more
But who's to say?
This is a social scene anyway.
If you lie, you dont deserve to have friends,
If you lie, you dont deserve to have them
You know what i fxcking want to do now? I fxcking want to apologise to people. And i dont wish to lose ANYONE. Yes, i dont wish to lose exactly NO ONE. I can let Karma happen to me again and again in the future, cause of this very moment. I cant be losing them. Even if it was off the limits. I effing want to forgive and forget right now. I dont want anyone to go away. I really dont. Cause i dont FXCKING need that right now. I DONT. Im willing to just apologise to evry single one of them. Im sorry if i had to really make up my mind how i should settle this. By just doing what i should not, cause even if people say he wont leave, hes going to. And im motherfxckingly scared if thats gonna happen. Cause we've know so much we've shared so much together and we just met. I cant let it just stop there just because of one night which lead me heartbroken till now.
