Im so hyper today. I dont know why. My thighs are aching. like, ugh! fxckatoodles. Well, apparently, i tried to run just now and bleah. hope it gets okay by tmrw or smething. talking bout tmrw, i so wanna go out to the cinemas. havent told mum yet. like i said, i cant go out that easily. i mean, _l_ its better spending time outside with my friends and not at home cause rather useless. Darn. i mean, i have to do the chores and stuff. and idk what my mum does. well, except cooking. but yah! darn it lah ehh. Bleah. I want a hobby to do outside. i mean, freely. and i want my parents to support me in it. bleah. cause all i need now is their support and understanding in whatever shit i do. and yes, i clearly need an explaination why they stop me.