im really dissapointed. i think you lied. to me.
i found out myself. i cried talking to hardi and imah on the phone,
early in the morning.till now, no calls, no msges.i understand yr bills. i really do.
just like what fahmi told me. you wnted me back? i know, now's not the right time.
like i told you, its complicated, really complicated. i dont knw how i feel towards you now.
maybe, danny was right. he trusted me. but i was so stupid to let him go.
know i dont know. i thought you were better than danny.
that was only in the first place. i feel like ive been used. by you.
i never lied. i trusted you all this while. you betrayed me.
and yes, this is karma. just like how hardi and imah felt.
i should have think twice. i dont want to say goodbye.
cause youve done soso much for me. but, youre ignoring me.
i mean, i have nothing against *her* but dont you think about me?.
youre the problem now.i was pissed. very. cause i felt cheated.arent you afraid you might lose me?.
every person can do what they have done before. just like how you knew me.
everything i said, you dont seem to care. oh maybe youre what you said 'the real you' now.
maybe yes. maybe no. and now i knw, without TRUST, youll lose someone.
see, this happens to me. alot of times.its all my fault.
but i tried to realise where it all gone wrong. but do you?
you dont even care.
