jyeah. thats right.its 3.40am now. i couldnt sleep. cause i was crying ohsomuch on bed,
then sneaked to the living roooom and used the lappy! yey.im just not sleepy, at all.
and fahmi, thanks for letting me know. and the people who cheered me up, THANKS too.
Imah,Ahmad,Nazri,Ayuni,Fahmi(agian),Farah,Hardi. thanks alot. Danny too.
darndarndarn. im so sick. ughhhhh. i miss my brother! next week visit uh! face to face!
you effing scumbag!!!!why so easy sia. BOTAK, you used me.yes, muhd ismail.
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forever was meant to be fake. promises are meant to be broken.
i loved you. alot. for who you really are. i can see that youre reverting back to the past.
remember the night i accepted you? i was really sick. but, when i was sick this time,
you were not there, you were NEVER there, i waited you knw. but nthing hppened,
you really didnt care right? i cried every night. i wrapped myself in my blanket.
cause i was ashamed. of what happened. youre lucky i didnt report you.
you know why? cause i CARED. you have 2 sisters. and your lovely parents who knew me.
i dont want you to end up like my brother. and, i thought after he comes out, you guys cn be close.
just like what you said you guys will be. and i couldnt wait for tht. if he knows wht you've done to me when he comes out,
youre gonna get it, i still have hope, till now, why? you forgot wht you wished for?
please, i hate you, yes. i do. i deleted yr msn and friendster. cause i was FCUKING ANGRY.
YOU SUCK.you really do. 5 december, 1 month. if you didnt mention about breaking-up.
we would still be together. so much for FOREVER. even when i broke-up with you,
i still treated you as my bestfriend, just like how we met. remember?
you made those promises. and you broke them too. the worst thing is,
YOU LIED, YOU DIDNT SAY SORRY, YOU USED ME.
youre so cruel. if you want yr bag back, meet me. and i was suprised you wnted those back.
cause i thought you GAVE them to me. you sweettalker. i should have listen to hardi.
remember, we are all humans. we can do what we did last time.
youre doing it to baby ecstacy. i wont be specific. but, what i thought and predicted,
it really came true. good luck. no use talking anymore. i know i still love you,
but thats just pathetic.
