Friends dont backstab each other. Im so worried right now. I cant afford to lose Danny again. Im reallyreally superdupersorry people. Im to blame. I was selfish. I wanted things to go my way. All of this wouldnt happen if i wanted what i want. But, it already did. Everyone is to blame. Why didnt they stop them? Why cant a true friend just confess to me straight away and not letting me know by myself? Yes, what goes around, comes around. I dont know who to trust now. I reallyreally trust Danny cause i wanted to and thats what he needed too. Still, nothing is being settled, till now. Ayuni called, i didnt wanted to talk. I waited the whole day for Danny to confess. But, no. I had to ask him. I waited for his reply, I couldnt sleep, even if i wanted to. Cause i really needed rest. He replied me a long message, i cried while reading it. I gasped for air cause i was shocked, i couldnt breathe for a moment. I cant stand rude and violent attitude. I cant stand people lying, I cant stand people Sucking Up.Yes, this is Karma to me. Of what ive done. This has to stop here. People there and here blaming each other. Danny is blaming himself. It just hurts me so damn much. Im reallyreally heartbroken. How should i settle this? I need to meet every single one of them. Yes, friends come, friends go. But how should i accept 'true' friends when they do something horrible and disgusting behind you? I was Angry. Really angry. But i stayed calm in my room. I know, if i had to do things very carefully, without shouting, the others would think im pathetic in settling things. Cause i cant afford to be angry, im too tired thinking of all these, like how things started and how to end it.I had to be strong cause i know, everything has its reasons. And these reasons and buried with lies. Cause they just dont want myself to know what truth is. Sorry people, im very sorry. I need you guys to cooperate here. I dont want Danny to go. Prettyplease.

Labels: Karma, Reaons., Trust