My eyes are burning. My body's aching. My head is about to explode.

Since yesterday night i was so so so so dizzy. So, i went to bed. And dreamt about someone. And how i wish tht someone would be there. Ya know, that feeling when youre sick and you really want someone to be there with you. Be it, talking on the phone with you or hugging you real tight. And yes, i got this fever from Anis. Sighhh. Demam gold, as what Kak Yayah said. Bleah. Msged Ronny yesterday night before falling asleep, in pain. And told him i had a fever, most probably i wont be able to come. Slept like a pig the whole morning, in pain, again. Till Dad woke me up and asked me to bathe. And so i did. Felt like fainting in the bathroom. Was alone at home by the time i finish bathing, and ate breakfast. Went back to sleep. Mum woke me up after returning home and buying me panadol. Ate, went back to sleep. And woke up like 1 hour ago. Felt a bit better.

Honestly, im sad. Sad cause i miss budak tarian. Miss playing games. Miss having practices. Miss Cikgu Arif, miss Abang Asri, Miss Kak Yayah and Kak Yeena ): Well, i should feel happy after achieving Gold. But, im supersad. Cause i know, we wont be able to be like the SYF times. By the next SYF, im already Sec 5. And we're gonna have newcomers. No more boys, which was one of our strength. I think Fuhua's 10year Anniversary is the last performance. And i hope we get a new dance. Boohooo.