Im sorry for what happened today. And frankly speaking, ive never liked the way you scolded me in that manner. Maybe i wasnt a good bestfriend after all. And maybe i wasnt that understanding compared to the other friends you hve. But just look at the situations both of us are at. After those fights we had previously, i tried to become a better bestfriend. Maybe to you, i wasnt doing any good deed for being a better one. But, i was just toooooooooooo lazy to listen to all the fucked up problems that has been happening. Yah, i make it sound like i never cared, at all. So, you told Barney not to call you bestfriend anymore huh? Do you even treat me as one now? I know i was not that responsible in our friendship. Everytime we fought, i would just keep quiet and just listem to what you had to say. And i just take those things in. Afterall, i didnt have the heart to scold everything that i felt back to you. Cause i know i would hurt you even more. All i did was a mistake, and i just had to take it all in. Was it fair? Just for once, try not to let anger overcome yourself. Please, cause im just so fucking lazy to entertain all that. And yes, thats the reason why i would keep quiet everytime we fight. Just scold me all you want cause im just gonna ignore those harsh words. But remember, youll always gonna be a bestfriend to me no matter what. But, if you think you dont deserve to call me that, by all means, im just so very upset that you had to scold me that way okay. As long as youre happy in the state you are in now, im fine. But, if you feel something's missing in you, its not me, cause it will never be me again, since i dont deserve to be called a bestfriend anymore. Right? I wasnt a bestfriend afterall. And i know theres someone better who can replace me. Just go ahead, cause im never gonna get that place in your heart ever again huh.

; And, Sorry for not being a good bestfriend after all, since we were not as close as we use to last time anymore.