Im so fucked up right now,

I dont know if i should laugh or cry.

For the first time ever, i felt as if, ive failed, so badly.
Maybe its wrong to assume things quickly, but i know its true.
I dont want to dissapoint anyone, espacially my mum,

but im just sick and tired of it okay?

Exams are over. And i dont feel a single bit of joyfulness. Like the typical kinda feeling yknow.
Im just not hype about it, cause i ended the whole shit, with crap.
Seriously, im like a major failure right now.

I want to do something really productive, but i cant. Im too down to think of things.

My room's in a mess, but i dont care. Im a mess myself.

Im tired, i didnt had my proper sleep since Monday. So its either im have only 2-3 hours of sleep per day,
Or im nocturnal throughout. Yay, you can offlicially call be an owl (Y).

Totally broke, with no money in my hands.
I keep digging the pocket in my jeans, my bag, but not a single cent.

I know it wont happen now, but im gonna be a big big fat dissapointed to everyone
Yknow, i cant afford being like this.

And all ive got to do is, look down and just hide everything from everyone.
Or laugh as horribly as possible at the littlest things.
At most, ill ignore every single thing cause im too tired.

: <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Peepot, its been 12 days till date. Imy : <

We'll watch the sunset together one day okay?

Im sorry, but just bear with me.

I hope if im like stable or anything,we'll buy the things we want.

Heh, like a Macbeth shoe or smething. And our Fred Perry's.
(Y) cant wait cant wait. Yah yah, i know.... Buy the things i need first. I will okay, dont worry.
Meet up sooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. And i think ive got smething to pass you.
Heh heh hehhhh.