Heh. Fiona posted the same thang on her blog with our matching tattz. Kewlzaaah.

Sorry for the lack of updates, (like anybody reads this shit).
Been busy with blaaady exams and fucked up internet. So, this is like my one and only chance before defeat! ....right -____-

So, today's a Tuesday. And i didnt sleep the whole of last night cause i was busy revising my Geog. And the Geog paper just now was hell. I was trying so hard to remember what i summarised, but neh. Oh well. Tmrw's chem. Shithole, got lots to study shit-holess...and revelaaaaationnnnnn. HEH.

Okay, as some of you might know, right now, i kinda feel insecure, about me, myself and i.

I keep demoralising myself.
I keep thinking negatively about every single thing.
I keep making false promises to myself.
This low self esteem thing is really overpowering me right now.
I know its not healthy.
I should really stop this.
But thinking back,

Im not pretty.
Im not tall and hot.
I dont have nice hair.
I dont have slender legs.

I just cant help it, i feel so so so useless right now.
I know i keep making jokes and all those shitty crap,
But ill always think of something negative.
Im insecure.
I feel weak.
Im not good enough.

Bleagh. Ill get over it. Soooon.
Darn, now i feel so gloooomy and shit.
Fuck this shit la la la la lazzzzzzahhhh.